OMG
its time for kolokium, again.
i honestly dont understand what the fuss is about.
the admin people said that its just a formality, that all we have to do is make our proposal and present it, so we can get the grade for the 1 SKS that otherwise we would be missing from the Kolokium class.
whatever.

haahhhh, anyway, im so excited about getting this over with. i think one of the reasons that i've been getting nasty headaches is because i keep on procrastinating getting ready for kolokium, and procrastinating takes up a lot of energy, you know? i'll be glad to put all this stuff behind me, even if only for awhile.

then i can get back to reading the twilight saga and downloading songs without guilt.

oh, and there are plans to go to Java Jazz thats gonna be on March, there's Jason Mraz and Brian McKnight but the tickets are pretty hefty so i guess i'll have to save up... okky and ical are all worked up about it, but dede and fahmi dont really seem that excited so that leaves the three of us undecided, i guess..

hyam hyam...

im currently listening to Supermassive Black Hole by Muse. i guess thats another reason for my headache. hahaa.

okay, so we all know that i am obsessed with Twilight. i am embarassed to admit that i was only interested in the saga after i watched the movie, although i think i saw the books way before the movie was out, and i was like, whoaa weird books, its got moony names and creepy black-and-red covers. and then i looked at the back cover, and then i was like, okaay.. creepy vampire mumbo jumbo..
obviously the saying "dont judge a book by its cover" just kicked me in the butt.
and it doesnt help that its vacation and i have nothing to do except download stuff through torrent and... what was that? oh yeah, read twilight. i got so excited watching twilight, and i kept on whining about watching it again, and again to dede, that now he's downloading the movie for me. he said, it was to anticipate watching it a third time. huh, coward.
*sigh, i love twilight.

the movie.. was not what we expected. it wasn't scary at all. a bit.. dissapointing.

hohoho

its been a long long time since my last post..

hmm lets see,,
the most exciting thing that's about to happen is:
im gonna watch a zombie movie at the inaff (Indonesian International Fantastic Film Festival). yesterday i already watched a thailand horror movie from inaff, called Coming Soon. omg it was so scary that im still paranoid until now. im scared of going into the shower, i hate the dark even more, and i keep on imagining that dede is actually the ghost of the lady that got accidentally hanged in a shooting from a pretend-horror movie , and that the ghost is only pretending to be dede so that im caught off-guard.

oh dear.
i only just recovered from watching mirrors.

Some things don't work out.
I was watching an episode of Friends. Im not sure what season it was, the situation was that Rachel had just broken up with her boyfriend Joshua (he played Micha Barton’s dad in The O.C) and the reason that he broke her up was because Rachel got freaked out that Ross was getting married, and she asked Joshua to marry her. Joshua of course got even more freaked out and broke her up. Rachel said to Phoebe and Monica, that the real reason that she was sad wasn’t because she had lost Joshua, but because she wasn’t really handling the fact that Ross was getting married very well. It turns out that Rachel still hoped that she would somehow get back together with Ross again, as they always did. They broke up, but somehow they always patched things up again.
And it struck me really bad when I watched that; why is it that some things don’t work out? Why do we get our hearts broken over and over again, only to dust ourselves up and pick up the pieces. Why is it that some things are meant to be, only for a teenie weenie moment? And after that, they dissolve in nothingness.

NEW HALF-SEMESTER RESOLUTION

so, after going through the first midterm, which went pretty badly, i have decided to make some resolutions.

number one.
im going to at least try to come to all of my classes, including the morning classes too, the ones at 7 (yes, the little devils they are)
before this, i didnt even try getting up in the morning, cuz i knew that i'd be too exhausted to wake up and take a bath and go to campus at that hour. it just takes too much effort. i dont know why, but i've been really tired really easily lately. dunno..
so now, im going to try to wake up. even if i only slept 2 hours that day. at least im gonna set some alarms so i wake up, even for the briefest most vague moment.

number two.
im going to sit in the front of all my classes. usually if im sitting in the back, i get distracted easily, or i start doodling in my organizer, which is so not productive. i think im gonna buy a new ringed notebook so im more in the mood to take notes, hee hee..

well thats all for now.
hmm, lets see if i can come up with some more..

its now recess
we'r still doing our presentation.
not that any of us are actually doing anything about it, but you know,
just stalling away the time,
too bad too, cuz i already have a lunch date, i'll just have to sneak out whenever it is naturally possible to do so.
hmmm
im so hungry
havent eaten anything yet, my first midterm was at 7 so i practically rushed out of my room half asleep.